Sometimes...

I feel like I want to
Look at baby Humaidi all day long...
Let his still tiny fingers grip my not-so-tiny ones
Softly massage his chubby yet fluffy body
Goo-goo gaa-gaa back as he attempts goo- goo gaa-gaaing
Smile back at his toothless smiles

He is over 100 days old now
Could no longer fit real "newborn" clothes
Yet sometimes,
I still feel like
I want to keep holding him all day long
Look at him all day long
Cuddle him all day long
Just like the way I felt on the day he was born

That's normal, right?